Oh well! No use me asking myself what the hell have I done, as it's too late to turn back the clock.The Genie is well and truly out of the bottle now.
God alone knows where this is going to lead to now. But I now have a Facebook page, see badge in side column at the bottom. I have left the page open, so that anyone can walk in there.
Add to that that I have networked my blog to my Facebook page and hey-ho the Genie is out, loud and proud......ok maybe not exactly proud, but sure as hell out there.
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for, trouble is that there isn't enough time to find my way out of this fog of confusion.
In my head at times I know what I want, but then life seems to get in the way and the bloody clock is ticking away my life so quickly. 40 is rapidly approaching like a bloody army on the march and everywhere I look it is young women, no one seems to be my age. Fuck is 40 old these days...I do feel old.
So I'm thinking that all the men are after a younger woman and not someone of my age, which is putting me off a lot.
I'd like a Master, but that army just keeps bloody marching on & on & on & ...........
I have been approached a couple of times, but feel that it might be because of my age they think I will be easy..... well that's just not true and despite any feelings I may have for wanting to be dominated, I have not and never will be some easy lay for someone to notch up on their bedpost.
I'm a lady and intent to stay that way. Outside of a bedroom I expect to be treated as such, as well. It's very off putting when they come straight in for the kill. I don't know maybe I got this wrong, not having any one to talk this over with is possibly where I am going so wrong!!!!!!!
Although I do know that I am an old fashion girl...maybe that's not how a Master treats is girl.
Oh well! No use me asking myself what the hell have I done as it's too late to turn back the clock.
The Genie is well and truly out of the bottle now.
NOTE TO SELF.....remember your a Lady and stop swearing, most unfeminine. (even if you do feel a post calls for it).
