McLintock.

McLintock

This is the film that turned me on to being spanked, I never miss it when it is on.

It got me thinking about what it would be like to have a man that dominated me.

Trouble was I really didn't realise it at the time and for years thought there was something wrong with me for thinking that way.

It wasn't until I got a lap top a year ago that the whole world opened up to me.

Suddenly I wasn't alone with my thoughts and feelings. Years previously I had told my husband that I had these thoughts and he told me that I was depraved and promptly moved out of our marital bed and into our spare room.

He barely speaks to me these days, unless it is to order me around and tell me that I am a dirty whore, a cunt and worthless. But he doesn't realise that when he calls me names it turns me on greatly and so I do things to piss him off, so that he will get mad at me and call me names.

I like to walk around the house and do the housework naked or wearing sexy underwear.
He gets really mad at me and calls me a slut, bitch, whore, and any thing else he can think off and I LOVE IT.

So I will keep doing it, even though he won't touch me, because he really believes what he calls me. I never leave the house without him, he won't allow it. But he doesn't stop me from using the inter net.